I'm not a player

I'm not a player.

at this point i'm not in the mood to think of relationship yet,

I'm sorry but i'm not a player and i dont wan to be too.

sorry if i have hurt anyone of you.

You guys are my friends and i love all of you !

Thanks for caring and being there for me.

xoxo ! ♥

Now Playing

Cause imma bitch after all !

Mua life !

Sorry for the late update guys !

Started my Uni life, i dont know why but i just dont feel like i'm in Uni at all.

I just go class to hang out , lunch, yam cha than home. lol

This few days i'm just so unlucky, running up and down non stop.

hope for a better day tomorrow !

Now is already mid march time pass freaking fast !

March scheduled are super pack, 2 week of no weekends for me.

Btw i'm gonna work at pyramid this Sat & Sun feel free to drop by visit me kay ?

i'm gonna be at the convention center, just give me a call ya.

Take care peeps !

This is who i am !

Hey guys, i'm kind of lazy to blog at first

so i did a vlog but the sound are kind of too soft

and so i think i should not upload it.

I have been getting lots of advice and stuff from everyone,

i know you guys care bout me

but at this point whatever you guys are trying to tell me is just useless

it just cant get into my mind.

I just wanna do what i feels like doing and not thinking bout anything.

As my friend i just hope you guys would support me no matter what i'm doing

and not telling me what to do

saying is easy but doing is hard

I'm the one going through, just let me be my way and just support me as a friend.

Beside i would like to thanks some of you who fully supported me

thanks for being there for me every night.

The gang of cheer up-er who cheer me up everyday

THANK YOU VERY MUCH GUYS !

I'm Lylia, and this is who i am now !

This is life

Imma Bitchh ! yeahh.

this is what i am now, having a freaking bitch life.

People tend to come to you for what you have and not for real.

This is life, suck !

Quit !

It's 3 in the morning and i awake and thinking bout the same thing.

I feel running out of my room and let the rain wash everything away.

It makes me want to pull all my hair out.

I absolutely can't stand the fact that after all the tears, pain and heartache you've caused,

I still think about it.

It is just fucking hurt.

get hurt, it’s like a cut. it will heal,

but there will always be a scar and the scar will always be there !

I need a good rest and stop bring those swollen panda eye to Uni tomorrow !

Leave !

I don't understand why people can be so cruel ?

Never ever thought i will be like that

now i realize and i know, l made the biggest mistake in my life !

I just hope than time can pass faster and i could just leave this place.

If i had a choice i wanna leave now !

At this moment i see all your true colours,

and finally know that i'm just nothing for you all !

No point & no reason to stay.

so i decided to be brave

All i need is time to slowly throw away the old me !

All those will be lost in time,like tears in the rain !

As you all know my life basically just suck to the max !

started 2 weeks of my Uni life.

timetable effing shitz ! class end at 4.30pm - 5.30pm and LDP is mad JAM during that hour !

Assignment are coming up one by one now, but who cares ?

I have been driving myself to Uni lately and

i'm a dangerous driver cause i'm in love with speeding nowadays

so think twice before entering my car :)

gtg now , will update my mad suckie life soon !

Lets party & get drunk ♥ !

Worst day ever

Now that you are gone so am i .

I'm not who i used to be anymore !

I learning to stand up, thank you so much for stepping in and spoil my life !

I will never ever forget how much it hurt !

i'm too naive & dumb !