The End

Sometimes i just don't understand

Why i am so different…

Why cant i be just like everyone else

and accept that nothing is forever

Why cant I figure out everything changes

and to go with the flow

Why haven't i realized I’l find someone new

and never feel so much pain

Why didn't i learn, to live life with a brand new start..

why am i so different….

why am i still crying at night for all that he is..

why do i search for words that wont mean anything to him

why don't i understand that love was a waste !

I'm nothing to you, so you choose to hurt me.

That hurts make me lost who i am

and i it will never ever return anymore

The End !

Maybe I Should Leave

I feel... Unneeded Unwanted Replaced Why am i even here anymore? No one wants me here any longer I have been replaced I am not needed any longer i should just leave Never to be heard from again Wouldn't that be nice? Wouldnt that be painful...? to know for a fact that i am no longer needed No longer wanted This pain too much to bare !

I give up !

The only thing i can do now is letting go.

Even thought knowing that i cant handle it, but i will find my way.

Since that no matter what happen to me no ones care !

Because all this while

I'm just a fool to you, a toy for you, and just a joke for you !

Never ever thought that this day would come, but all i can say now is that i'm just too naive.

doing all this for you all makes me feel that i'm just a stupid dump !

The pain i have no one would ever understand !

I'm just a normal human being with feelings, but i being treated like a toy !

I give up ! You guys can go a head and be happy !

I wish i could just leave this place right now and never ever come back !

i shall go

what we give isn't always what we get. things change and people move on. life moves forward and people get left behind.