I already know I don't deserve it, but if it's from you I don't mind hurting

I'm tired of all the things going on .

Is not the way i want it to be anymore .

I dont know how long more i can survive,

but i know one day i'll fall .

I just cant imagine what will happen.

I'm tired ! Really tired ! :((

things just keep happening ,one after another .

When will this seriously end ?

I just dont feel like thinking bout it.

but once i close my eyes

things pop out by itself

that picture always come into my mind

I'm getting this nightmare everyday !

Since the day i never get a good sleep at all.

I know i'm gonna fall very soon !

I'm trying my best to find the trust i have on you

but everytime when i'm somewhere near there,

another hurt come to me.

and so i have to restart everything all over again .