I'm imperfect ♥: 2010

Friday, December 10, 2010

TRUST

TRUST is the easiest thing in the world to loose, and the hardest thing in the world to get back. ♥

Over trusting in you is what i have learn in this lesson .

I put full trust on you and this is what i deserve from you ?

Trust is what i never get from you and i put full on you ,

you used my trust and hurt me so deeply,

you used the love i have on you and played with it ?

I admit my wrong and i dont even deserve a chance from you ?

I'm putting effort on to save this back but are you ?

you said you are but i dont see any ?

Just because of the wrong i did and that's it ?

I have to get back the punishment from you ?

If this the punishment you wan me to have it, ok i will take it .

I can forget all the thing you done and why not you ?

Freedom is what you need now?

just let me know ?

I just dont understand what's happening ?

what's in your mind ? what are you think about now ?

Unfair ? Annoying ? fun ?

you just wont tell out and solve this ?

or the way we are now are fine for you ?

But it's not fine at all for me. It hurt !

It's hurting me every single moment.

I'm sorry for not being there with you every moment,

maybe she can do it but i cant ,

maybe this is what you want and i just cant ,

maybe she makes you more happy ?

maybe she understand you more than i do ?

maybe she can be there with you every single moment ?

maybe she's more pretty and that's what you wan it ?

maybe she's 10times better than me ?

For me you sound more happier when she's with you.

You told me i'm thinking too much ?

from the way you are , just cant stop me from thinking bout all this ?

I just cant understand why things can change this fast ?

not even 1 month ? so what's the 2 years for ?

you are just not who you are anymore.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Sometimes you have to forget how you feel; and remember what you deserve ♥

Another day out with the loves ♥

Suelyn picked me up and head down to pavilion

Lunched at Sushi Zanmai

penguin choosing her foodd ~

trying to do stupid face

*the normal stupid face is stupid enough *

Salmon fishyyy ~

penguin's foody !

Sg wang top-ing my phone but i forget my number

suelyn trying to help out ;)

gummyyy bearss !

Pavilion shopping timee ♥

Dinner for the two hungryy !

Head back to missy Joann place and went dinner with baby !

We went to Cossy's place for dinner

After, baby boo ditch me went out to club with his classmate :'(

HAHAHA ! sad nya me stay at penguin's place and being bully by penguin & zebra

Crazy time with the girls till 3 or 4am . LOL

We wanted to order Mcd

but the stupid Melati Mcd close for dunno what training thingy !

And no one wants to fetch us out for food or deliver fooddd for us ~

how sad right :'(

Part 2 coming up soon ! Stay tune ya ~

With L♥vess !! :)

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Woke up and baby called said heading to Petaling Street for the beef noodle. So wake up the lazy penguin Joann and told her our plan . The lazy penguin decided to continue her beauty sleep in state of the delicious beef noodle. HAHAHA.

Baby and the family pick me up and we head down to Petaling for the famous beef noodle.

The cookie monster !

♥

Sponge Bob !

After lunch we head back to Wangsa Walk for movie !

Watched Bruce Lee, My Brother :)

Dinner with baby and the family at Canton-i

*sorry no picture* Camera wasnt with me that time ;)

When back to baby's place chilled awhile and wait for the two girls

When for yam cha and dinner for suelyn

The Love One

♥

Joann The Penguin :)

Suelyn The Zebra

Baby The Cookie monster :))

♥

2 years & 5 months ♥

Well is 2 years and 5 month me and the boyf have been through ♥

there’s lots of things we have been through together. No matter what happen i will do my promise and I hope you too! ;)

It is hard to bring out such a deal, but I just can’t afford to lose it and i still have trust on this relationship. I just won’t this to end here after all we have been through, just like what you told me "It's not worth it!” . I'll always stay here and wait for the you to come back! :)

On the 24th which a Wednesday , woke up with

no mood at all and head down to Sunway Pyramid and meet up with the two besties Joann Loo & Caryn Tan. I’m so sorry my babe I wasn’t in mood that time! We walk around till 1pm and head back to Wangsa Maju Area and plan to meet the boyf up but things goes out of control and the worst moment come .

Joann ♥

Caryn & Joann ♥

the moody face

Caryn's Aunty Annie

*The way she's eating are worst than the 5 years old girl beside us !*

After things goes back and.........

Night time me accompany the boyf to his futsal game and watched him play . Sorry i didn’t bring my camera along so no picture of the handsome boyf playing futsal . ;)

After the boyf futsal head to Old town for my dinner and a good chat between the two of us ! ;) And the boyf fetch me back to bestie Joann’s place.

25th Nov ♥

The day has arrived maybe i put too high expectation on it but turn out nothing much :( but as long as i'm there with you and you are there with me is alright ♥

Morning the baby boyf got class so me and the besties head down to Kayelle for some shopping . LOL

Lunch

Joann & me

Evening head back to meet up with the boyf and Joann wanted to cut off her LONGGGG hair .

The boyf also wanted to cut so teman him to cut his new hair style .

Baby's new hair style ♥

♥

To Be Continue .. ;)

Monday, November 22, 2010

Pencils & Erasers

Pencil: I'm sorry

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry because you get hurt because of me.Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself.You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this.I was made to help

you whenever you do something wrong.Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational.